Ever since I was young, every time my dad brought me to the pet store I would beg him for gold fishes. Although, hesitant each time, my dad would always give in. My dad use to have many gold fishes when I was younger. He put them in a huge tank and let them grow until they were bigger than the size of his fists. When I was about seven years old, on one Sunday morning while my dad slept in, I walked quietly down the stair case to look at the fishes in the dining room. I knew my dad would get so mad at me if I fed them, but I couldn't help it. So I tip toed and reached for the can of fish food. I pushed open the fish tank cover and turned over the can to feed the fish. The moment I turned over the can of food, the cap came off and all of the food fell into the fish tank. I panicked, ran upstairs, and pretended to sleep. Later that day, all of my dad fishes were dead. He was so upset, and confused. I overheard his conversation with my mom while he was cleaning the tank. "I don't know what happened. They all look blown up," he said in Khmer. I felt bad and I never told him until last year. He laughed at me and said, "I knew it!" I still feel bad until this day!
My dad missed raising gold fishes so during my freshmen year, my dad bought me and Amaris three gold fishes. Their names for Poseidon, Hercules, and Billy Bob. My dad, Amaris, and I loved setting the tank up. We bought a castle for the fishes to sleep in and swim through, and colored pebbles. We loved decorating it. Then, one day I came home to an empty tank. My dad didn't even tell me that he was giving the fishes to his friends! I gave him a confused look and he looks and tell me, "Don't worry! We're getting a Flowerhorn fish." I thought to myself what the heck is that. Finally, one day I came home to the ugliest fish I have ever seen in my entire life. It was big and fat. My dad placed a chair and admired the fish for hours. I'm not even joking. He literally sat in front of the tank for hours... He told me that the flowerhorn looked ugly because it was stressed from being in a new tank. He then looked at me and told me that when it grows it gains colors and has Chinese symbols on them. Over time, I grew more and more attached to the fish, but my dad had a different kind of love for this fish. Every morning, before my dad leaves for work he yells out, "Have a good day my angels! I love you!" and Of course, I reply back with, "I love you too daddy!" But get this, one day he says "I love you see you later!", and once again, i reply with "I love you daddy!" But with great humor, he says, "Im not talking to you!!! I'm talking to my fish!!!" I laughed so hard that morning. So yes, I admit the flowerhorn is much cooler than a goldfish. It is so beautiful and obedient. I really hope this fish lives forever.
